IF we are to do this dance
– since there’s no such thing as inevitable –
if we CHOOSE to go there
the depths of our brokenness
our failures and dark successes
and hold each other
there, then
that’s what I am in for
not some HALF-ASS LUKE WARM SEMI-AVOIDANT SHIT SHOW.
This is relating 2.0
where my surrender
surrenders you too.
And I totally get it,
the plunge might be
too deep
cause too much risk
but I also know
that betting EVERYTHING on the Heart’s capacity to love
is all there is.
The depth is infinite
most space cadets dare to explore the soul-ar system
or circle the galaxy
– but I say let’s jump into the void
roll over
to the other side.
Let the mystery teach us
yes, I want to select my lovers
by their capacity to stand the G-force
and take a breath under pressure
because
flailing your dragon tail around
is one thing
letting someone penetrate what’s underneath it
is another.
Only love wins.
We are the casualties.
And we are also the war itself.